I just don't even know anymore...

Last night I had the weirdest, most random dream...

I'm sitting in the back seat of Princess's late 90's gold Toyota Corolla. I find this very odd, Princess does not own a late 90's gold Toyota Corolla, but alas, here I am in the back seat. Princess and the Zombie Queen are up front talking about something. I can hear them, but I have no idea what their conversation is about. We are driving through an abandoned shopping center parking lot. It looks to be just before sunset, but I can't be sure.

Across the street, there sits an older home. And for some reason, I know this house, it is familiar. I think I saw it on some ghost hunting show at some point. And I remember it was a total hotbed of paranormal activity.

Princess guns it in the late 90's gold Toyota Corolla (I just like saying it...). I notice that the driveway to said haunted house is covered in frost or a light dusting of snow. That is when he cranks the wheel to the left and we start sliding sideways down the driveway... passenger side first. I brace myself for the instant death I know is coming my way as soon as the car impacts with the garage.

The next thing I know, Princess, the Zombie Queen and I are in the late 90's gold Toyota Corolla sitting in the backyard of the haunted house. The garage is now gone, Princess demolished it without even scratching his late 90's gold Toyota Corolla.

We get out of the car, the back of the house looks gutted. The walls are nothing but 2x4 framing. There is one door that leads downstairs into what I can only assume would be the basement. At this point, we are joined by the Zombie Queen's hubby #1. I don't know what we are looking for, but I know it is located in the "Crystal Room". We walk down a long hall and find shallow containers with full on koi ponds in each one. There are probably 20 Rubbermaid koi ponds lining three of the four walls in the room.

As we walk along, the koi start jumping out of the Rubbermaid ponds and into the large central pond that I hadn't noticed before. Somehow, the whole room has morphed into a large koi pond. We trudge through the now knee deep fishy water towards the "Crystal Room" (it had a sign and everything).

And this is where I woke up. WTF goes through my head on a daily basis? Sleeping or awake, god I am so damned weird. And yes, this was random and made no sense at all to me either. But I posted it anyhow...

Cumpleaños felices a mí!!!

Well, it was XX years ago that I popped outta the maternal maturation chamber. It's been an interesting ride to get to where I am for sure. Ups, downs, highs, lows, mountains, valleys.... call 'em whatcha want... but here I am.

So, I just definitely gotta say, Zombie Queen, Roommate, Princess, Nugget and a couple of others, thank you for turning not the greatest day into one of the best birthday's I can recall! I may not have everything I want in the life, but god damn! I have some fucking amazing friends in my life! I have an incredible family that I love (even if they drive me insane at times).

And to top it all off, I got a fucking 176 bowling tonight after yummy Cheesecake Factory! Again, to those friends who helped make this a great day.... THANK YOU!!! I <3 you all so very much!

Getting there, inch by inch...

"Well Princess, it's about damn time you made it to yoga!" Princess has been sick for what I would conservatively call, forever, and has been unable to make it to yoga. Something about needing to be able to breath or something. I don't know, it's not just you Princess, but lately, I think I hear like every third word just about anyone says...

"Blah blah yoga blah blah dying blah blah need to breath blah blah

Anyhow, I'm happy you're back. If you don't know, I love the time I do get to spend with you, even if it is relatively little time and it's usually when we both have our bodies twisted into what could generously be called a demented pretzle.

So yeah, been doing pretty good on making it to yoga. And holy hell! I'm seeing improvements. Mostly pretty small ones, but enough to see them. I talked about this with Thursday last week at after the class she taught. I still have shitty balance most of the time, but, if I topple over one less time every third class, I'm happy.

Went to Monday's class last night. And maybe it's because she buttered me up before class by complimenting me on my yoga mat (which I love btw...) But it was a great class last night. Maybe it's just me, but I felt like she went through a lot more poses, and yes, there was some repetition, but there was a lot more variation in it as well. And she also added my most favorite pose of all time (even though I can only sometimes do it), crow. And not only did we do it once, but she had us do it twice!!!

God, I love feeling something of a sense of accomplishment in some aspect of my usually lazy-ass life!